Finding Krian

Well, today I turn 21 years old. Hmm.. I don’t think much people know about today. Then again, why would they? For me, I think sentimental greetings are worth MUCH more than facebook wall greetings. Just way too mainstream. And too public. I very much prefer greetings where only some people know. The ones who remember from your previous birthdays and wouldn’t need a facebook notification to remind them. Yeah, it’s nice to be greeted, but I want just one birthday where I won’t have to say anything to remind them. One birthday where a notification doesn’t get used. All that shit. I just want something ‘real’. And that’s something hard to find these days.

Oh man. I really need to grow up and be responsible. I’m turning 21 in less than a month and I haven’t really accomplished anything big except graduate highschool and get in to university. For goodness sake, I can’t even land myself a decent job. Or maybe I’m just THAT lazy and unmotivated. I try to tell myself to grow up, but nothing seems to motivate me. **SIGH** I can’t even keep my room clean. I constantly procrastinate and push back my academic work and all that stuff. DAMN IT KRIAN! GROW THE FUCK UP!

Out of all my ex’s, you are the only one I want dead. Seriously.